(Editor’s Note—We received this email from Jason this week and thought it was important to share so that his fellow chronic pain warriors can support him and we can help give his voice—as we like to do for those who do this type of thing—more exposure.)
I am a 29-year old Canadian man living with fibromyalgia. I am producing a podcast, Discomfort Zone, which sheds light on what it’s like to live with chronic pain and associated depression. The first episode will be released on October 10th, which is World Mental Health Day.
I have posted a 3-minute trailer to give you an idea of what I plan to try to do. If you would like to hear my first episode, let me know and I can share it with you.
When I graduated from Queen’s University’s Engineering program in 2012, I was eager to start the next phase of my life. I began working at a small energy consulting firm while living in Toronto. In my spare time, I did what normal 22-year-olds do: played intramural sports, went hiking, and hit the bars with friends. On the surface, everything appeared to be okay, but I was growing worried.
I had sustained a severe muscle strain in my torso while playing basketball in 2011. When the acute pain faded, I continued to feel a dull ache at the injury site. A year later, it was still present and had begun to spread. Sitting became especially painful. I struggled to focus at work; I felt anxious, depressed, and tired. I took a leave of absence from work in 2014 when my symptoms worsened.
Things continued to go downhill. At my lowest point in 2017, I was in constant debilitating pain, spent 22 hours a day in bed, and required around-the-clock care by my parents. I was suffering from severe depression and often felt like giving up.
Thanks to the unrelenting support from my family, friends, and medical team at Toronto Rehabilitation Centre, I didn’t. I’m happy to announce that my health has improved significantly since then. I’m still unable to return to engineering work and depend heavily on my parents for help with basic tasks, but I’ve come a long way. With my health getting better, I’m hoping I can make this podcast valuable for you and others.